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Aria sat in the window seat in the library and watched through the diamond patterned glass for any sign of the car. He'd been there all morning, fidgeting impatiently, anxiously waiting for his husband's return. Narim had been away on business for months and Aria had missed him terribly.

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He hadn't had any need to be up early for the past few months and his body clock had been used to waking him at around 8:30am. It was no surprise then that he was still asleep long after Narim had woken.

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And Narim didn't wake him, no. Instead he went to his office after he finished his breakfast. Which definitely didn't mean anything good. Instead around eight in the morning, the maid came into the bedroom, opening the curtains.

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Aria woke and slowly sat up, rubbing his eyes. He yawned, which was when he felt the dull ache down one side of his face and he remembered...
He looked to the empty side of the bed, then to the clock, and he felt his heart skip a beat in fear.

He grabbed his robe and shrugged it on. He wasn't sure whether it would be worse to face Narim without getting dressed, or if it would be worse to keep him waiting longer. He quickly decided that he was late enough and hurried to his office in just his robe.

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When Narim saw him come into his office in his robe, he was behind his desk, sitting and sipping his tea. His eyes slowly lifted and he seemed calm as he cleared his throat, setting his tea down. "Close the door behind you, love."

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He closed the door quickly.
"I'm sorry I over slept."

Narim seemed calm enough, Aria had high hopes that he'd be in a better mood and he'd get away with it this time. He even gave him a sheepish smile.

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He offered him a smile of his own, slowly standing and still seem perfectly calm. "It is not a problem. Did you sleep well?" He asked, moving a little closer to his husband.

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"Too well," he chuckled, relaxing. "How did you sleep?"

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"Oh, I slept amazing," he said, getting closer until he was standing directly in front of Aria. "But I have a question, love. Did you work all day? Did you work for months away from home?" He chuckled, but it was dark and his eyes grew darker. "Because I am wondering just why you were so tired. Why you missed breakfast with me and why I was waiting for you," he said, his hand gripping Aria's wrist too tightly.

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Aria got that sinking feeling in his stomach and felt suddenly very cold, his heart started racing and his mouth went dry.
"I'm sorry, Narim, it won't happen again, I promise. I've been really lazy, I'm so sorry, I didn't realise the time. You should have woken me..."

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His grip tightened. "Did you just blame me? I should have woken you up."

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"No! I didn't mean that..."
He started to panic. He was out of practice handling Narim and he would have to remember quickly or he'd be paying for it until he did. He was saying the wrong things in the wrong ways and bringing it on himself. He didn't trust himself to say anything else so he shut up and glanced at Narim apologetically before turning his gaze to the floor so he didn't have to meet his dark, angry eyes.

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It only angered him that much more when Aria didn't say anything else and even looked down at the floor. He quickly let go of his husband's wrist and brought his hand across his face like the night before, but harder, with so much more angrier behind it. "How dare you blame me! I am the one that pays for this house you live in, the food that you eat, the clothes that you wear and you say I should wake you up! And you cannot even look at me!"

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Aria stumbled a little with the force of being struck and his eyes filled with tears. He forced himself to look at Narim.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" he repeated, desperately. "I'm sorry... please Narim... I'm sorry...!"

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"Are you crying? Why are you crying? You have everything you could ever want and you are crying!" The things that made him angry were insane, but he grabbed Aria by the robe he had on and swung him harshly against a wall. "Tell me, what did you do while I was gone, hm? I can tell you it was not work! You laid around not doing a single thing and all I want is breakfast with my husband and I cannot even get that!"

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He hit the wall and crumpled to the floor, curling up with his arms around himself.
"I'm sorry!" he cried, frustrated that he didn't have any way of stopping this. "It won't... it won't h..happen again... I promise ...!"

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He growled at the way Aria was reacting, getting frustrated and even more angry. He walked over, reaching down and gripping his hair tightly to pull him up. "Stop babbling like a child. You are a grown man, act like it. Act like you deserve to be my husband, do you understand me?"

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Gritting his teeth he scrambled to his feet and tried to compose himself. He took some quick, deep breaths and swallowed, trying to keep his voice steady when he spoke next.
"You're right. I'll go and shower and I promise I'll help you all day to try to make up for it. I'll bring you whatever you want or help with papers or... anything."

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"Anything is exactly what you are going to do," he growled and spun Aria around to bend him quickly over his desk, not caring if he hurt his husband or not. One hand stayed on the back of Aria's neck while the other pulled angrily at the robe, yanking it down and even ripping parts of it so that his naked husband was there before him.

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That was a shock. Aria gasped at the suddenness and strength with which he was bent over the desk. He struggled against that iron grip. As the robe was ripped from him his breathing became ragged and distressed.
"No... Narim, please don't.." he protested.

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He didn't care about the protesting, he wanted Aria to pay him back and now for making him wait. Making him wait, of all people. He was the provider and he truly felt like he shouldn't have to wait for a single thing. "Shut up," he growled, tightening his grip on the back of Aria's neck. He then quickly undid his slacks, freeing himself from them and stroking himself a few times, he even spit in his hand to just barely lube himself up before lining himself up with Aria's hole and then shoving in with a loud groan.

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Being so distressed made it a thousand times worse - Aria was tense and his muscles did not take kindly to the sudden invasion. Narim was so brutal that Aria's pained cry was heard by the house servants on the floor below. His bruised face was pressed down hard against the mahogany and the edge of the desk was biting into his stomach. He could tell himself to try to relax but it was going to be impossible. He could barely keep himself from sobbing.

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The power of the situation was getting him off more than the feeling of being inside of Aria, to hold someone's life where there in that moment, to give them pain at will, it was empowering and intoxicating and it only made him try to push Aria's face more into the desk. His other hand holding tightly onto his shoulder as he kept thrusting harshly into him, not caring about the sounds that came from Aria because it all got him closer and closer and also in his mind this was a lesson that his husband should be on time, should listen better and definitely shouldn't blame him for his own faults. "Maybe next time you will be on time. Maybe next time you will not blame me for you not waking," he groaned out the words before suddenly a louder, longer groan came from him as he spilled inside his husband.

He pumped his hips a few more times before slowly pulling from him and taking a few steps back to stare at his husband before clearing his throat. He shoved himself back into his slacks before doing them up. "Go clean yourself up," he said calmly now.

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Aria felt completely violated and the sticky wetness of spilled cum on the inside of his thighs made he want to throw up. He straightened up slowly, carefully, his whole body quivering from shock. He stooped to pick up what was left of his robe.
He could do no more than nod when Narim sent him to clean up, he was relieved to be able to leave the office though and he limped out quickly and silently.

He went straight to their bathroom, locked the door behind him, then stood beneath the jet of hot water in the shower and let himself cry, forehead pressed to the hard tiles.

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Narim watched him leave and he did feel a pang of guilt, only because in his own twisted way he did love his husband. He stood in his office, trying to clear his head, trying to focus on his work, but he couldn't. Part of him hated the thought of Aria being angry with him, granted he knew in the back of his mind it would happen in the future again and it was just some twisted circle that neither of them broke.

He left his office and went to their bathroom, trying the door, but realizing it was locked. He lightly knocked on the door. "Love, please open the door," he spoke softly as if all he did was raise his voice at Aria moments ago.

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Aria startled at him voice but got quickly out of the shower to unlock the door as fast as possible, not wanting to keep him waiting and risk another round. The shower water would have masked the fact he'd been crying if his eyes weren't so red.